October

Guess it's been awhile. I think I'm ok.

We'll be closing camp this weekend. I've decided not to make any decisions about the place until I give it one more year. I can't believe I pay that much money to stay there and be that depressed. Being at camp makes his loss so real. So, I will go up there today to say goodbye to friends and my boys will close it up tomorrow. Another first.

It's getting close to the one-year anniversaries...Mary's car accident and Mike's death. I used to love fall. Not so much now.