Lately these days, I find myself making lists. Not of things to do or buy, but things that I love or want for myself. Then, I tell myself that I'll start working on this stuff. And I don't. Because...well...he's not here.
And yet, things are still working out. Every time I make a small change, it causes a ripple. Leaving a job that no longer served me allowed me to work more in a job that makes me feel like I'm "on purpose". And that job opened up to additional responsibilities with more money. Every little positive change keeps me moving forward. Little steps. Little changes. Miles and Miles forward over time.