I sometimes wonder if they are the window to the other world. Every once in awhile, I dream of him. When I do, he's a little sad...like he knows I'm sad. Then he shows the "goofy" him...in my last dream, he wanted to go say hi to people he knew...knowing he would scare the hell out of them. I wonder why he doesn't visit me more often. Is he busy over there? Is there some kind of a 2-year life review going on? If there is, then what? Does he graduate?
I hope, in some future dream, he lets me know that he's truly happy. Without me. I'd be ok with that.